Tuesday, 25 August 2009
Home - er, well...
I felt pretty dreadful at how I left everyone - we arrived at the airport around 6-ish and everyone was moving so quickly. I was obviously not going with Air Canada, but Lufthansa, to England. I watched as the group pulled on ahead, past the Lufthansa check in, so I really had to choice but to stop. Megan said she would let everyone know I said farewell. It was unfortunate I could not do it myself, but I had a feeling that we would not stop until the Air Canada check in.
I guess this is the last blog, to sum things up about the month I spent in Deutschland.
1. How can I go back to regular bread after living here? Honestly. Every morning, Nutella on stone oven baked, or sixteen grain, or French baguettes.
2. Clothes do not have to be washed after every wear. Or even after four wears. Clothing can last a very long time if you have very very limited laundry services available.
3. Living without a phone is not as difficult as it seems. Phones are usually the first thing that people set up when they move. Most people are semi - to permanently - attached to their cell phones. You can definitely live without one should the situation require you to. Or if the country you are in does not have the type of electrical plug you need.
4. Germany is ten times more romantic than Canada. I don't just mean the romantic atmosphere, what with the castles and beautiful forests, and such. I mean the people - definitely not the place to go if PDAs are not your thing. Even the eldery people aren't ashamed to grope each other, or at the very least, hold hands.
5. When in doubt, use your hands. You are in Germany and you speak mediocre German at best. I think 8 times out of 10, if you can't say what you are trying to, mime what you mean to say. It was almost always work.
6. European money is not monopoly money - it's just not as real as your actual currency. It's pretty easy to spend money when it's not your usual currency. That's usually how you start to accumulate brightly coloured flashlights, and hurricane cocktail glasses. €5 here ... €10 there ... it doesn't seem to matter that much once you've learned to stop converting.
7. There's no point converting. No, you probably wouldn't spend $6.00 on a pitiful glass of orange juice in a restaurant in Newfoundland. But the price says €3.10. So when the shelf price on your generic pot noodles says €1.10, and you're thinking 'I would never, never pay almost $2.00 for a pack oif pot noodles at Sobeys or Dominion', it's your best bet to put that thought out of your mind... or you don't eat.
8. Buses that run on time, at regular intervals of 10 minutes can only be truly appreciated by people in Newfoundland. Karen and I were waiting for the bus near out house one afternoon (another plus: a bus stop down to street from where we resided), and our bus was perhaps five or six minutes late. An eldery woman sitting beside us commented to us that the Number 23 was never on time. This is true, for te Germans, who, as a whole, are a very timely and punctual people. I think if you were waiting at the Avalon Mall and your bus bus arrived five minutes late, you would wonder why it was on time. Then we decided that Germans should spend a significant amount of time in St. John's to truly appreciate their own public transportation system.
9. A month is just long enough to get used to a certain temperature, even if you don't realize it at the time. I got into England and now I'm freezing at normal Newfoundland temperatures. Germany, you have destroyed my sense of hot and cold.
10. Having people who know the area and know what they are doing who can help you are absolutely invaluable. I think having Dr. W, Peter, Sandra, even little Mark along made a world of difference for everyone. We so appreciated having our own guides who could lend their expertise and time to us. :)
Tuesday, 18 August 2009
Saturday, 15 August 2009
Attack of the bridal parties!
The week is drawing to a close.
Wednesday, 12 August 2009
It won't be long, yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah)
Books are my ultimate weakness. Here, I have found so many cheap English books. Books that cost three times the price at home. I came with ten (one of which seems to be missing) and have now in my possession a total of 26 books (German and English of all shapes and sizes!) The problem is, how can you pass up such a good deal - 5 for €10! or €3.99 for one that would cost $15.00 in St. John's.
Now the problem remains - I only have so much suitcase space. And presumably a weight limit. I had this problem as well when I lived in Harlow. I literally filled my entire bookshelf with books that I had accumulated from other people, second hand stores, und so wieder. In the end, I ended up throwing out shoes, socks, underwear, and filled my smaller second suitcase completely with books.
Now I face a similar dilemma (you would think I had learned my lesson, huh?) What's a bibliophile to do?
I think this calls for an emergency mock-packing.
Last night, we caught the final film to be showed at the Universität. It was titled 'Am Ende kommen Touristen', or 'In The End, The Tourists Come', about this young guy who does his civil service at Auschwitz. He works at a youth hostel, and helps out an 85 year old Polish Holocaust survivor. Like every German movie I have seen (with possbily one or two exceptions), the movie ends on a strange note, where you kind of think 'is that it? really?okaaaaaay.' The film itself was good though. I felt really sympathetic towards the old man, because the way most of the other characters acted towards him was just completely fake and they obviously didn't understand, just did not get it.
After the movie, Karen, Adam, Megan and I, along with Philip, Sean, and two people whose names are lost to me went to a little bar for a drink. It was a good time, filled with Denglish (as our teacher, Barbara, called it) and even a little Spanish, French, and my own false British accent. I've been told it's quite good (by a real Briton, no less!)
Today, our friend Ellen arrived. Alas, I have no yet seen her, as I was in the process of checking out some details about possibly visiting a friend while in the UK, and making sure that my flight from Frankfurt is the same time as the group's flight to Halifax (?)
Monday, 10 August 2009
Thursday, 6 August 2009
I kind of just assume that people are reading this, and that I'm not just sending this out into cyberspace.
I think, for the first time in my life, I'm actually feeling a little bit homesick. I've done the living in another country for a while thing before (some man just told me to be quiet because apparently speaking in a low voice in the library is not quite whispering), but I think the language barrier is finally getting to me.
I'm glad that I am here with people from home. I think I would be batty by now if I didn't. Apparently I#m already having hallucinations of things that aren't there. Too much sun, perhaps. I love the German language, however, it's moreso the little things that are started to make me long for the comforts of my first language.
Zum Beispiel (for example):
1) My brain is always on. If I need to interact with people, I have to always be thinking about what they are saying, and thinking about how to respond, how to properly form a sentence, und so wieter (and so on). Relaxing anywhere but in the safety of my own room is usually not an option. Even just being surrounded by it is reassuring.
2) I'm nervous to talk for the first time in my life. For the same reason as above, and also because my German is by no means fantastic. A man sat next to me on the tram one day and said something to me and I had no idea what he said, so all I could do was smile and look away quickly. Or when a woman said something to me at mass one Sunday, all I could do was shake my head and say, 'Ich verstehe nicht (I don't understand).'
3) Communicating with everyone at home is a lot more difficult. The first time I tried to use a German phone, I was ready to commit phone-icide. First of all, actually finding a phone was one of the biggest problems. When I finally did, I was unable to call collect to home as I had been able to in the Berlin Airport. Then I was not able to find the button which switched the language to English. Now I have use specific phones because they are the only ones that work for me. Seriously, I have to take a six minute bus ride, or walk for 15 - 20 minutes to call my parents, my grandmother, and my friends (when I remember their numbers). When I lived in Harlow, I had my laptop with me, I bought a cheap cellphone because it was an investment, and I was able to talk to someone if I needed/wanted to.
4) I miss chicken! Sometimes I wonder if chicken exists here. Whenever we go out to eat, there is nothing chicken on the menu. I consume as little red meat as possible, but most of the meat dishes are red meat dishes. I ordered ribs the first night in Heidelberg, but I'd never order ribs if chicken was available. I also feel like a moron if I go to ask a waiter or waitress if they have chicken dishes.
Now, I'm not by any means saying that I want to go home (not yet anyways), I just feel like I've been writing about all the wonderful and weird things that have been going on, and I ought to note some of the other realities of being here as well.
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
Most evenings, the school has some activity planned for anyone who wants to take part. Mostly there seem to be themes - Tuesday are film nights, on Wednesday afternoons there are mini excursions in and around the area, Fridays are more social with dancing and partying.
Last night, in one of the giant lecture halls, they showed 'One Day In Europe', a film about four people in four cities. It takes place during the football (European Football, also known as soccer) championships. These five people all somehow end up getting involved with the local police (they're not in their homelands) because they have either been robbed, or are pretending to have been robbed. It's a comedy, mostly because of all the cultural and language misunderstandings. The movie ends on kind of a weird note - I felt it was somewhat unresolved, but I guess that's the type of filmmaking the director wass going for. End of review.
I managed to find an English trailer (I don't know what the sound is like though, I'm listening to Manic Street Preachers instead).
Today, after class, we had a mini excursion! It is Wednesday, of course. We (Adam, Karen, and I) went to Schwetzingen Schlossgarten (Castle gardens). Today is brutally hot out. It was a little chilly this morning when I got dressed, so I figured it might be okay to wear jeans and a regular tee shirt outside. I've been coming down with a cold (DON'T WORRY MOM), as is usual for me in the summer time. Especially in hot weather. I think it's mostly because I run around in tank tops all the time, and never wear anything on my feet or dry my hair, and just act like a bit of a child of nature. I guess I'm practicall begging my immune system to go kaputt! Anyway, it turned about 30 degrees when we went to go to Schwetzingen. I had to give up on our tour half an hour in. It was in German by my Lehrerlin (female teacher), and I have getting a sun headache, and couldn't focus on what she was saying at any rate. I was also feeling pretty stomach sick from the lack of food intake at lunch. We all had to meet at the Uni Platz at 1:15 and we get of class at 12:45, and what with our daily meeting with Peter.
I ended buying this delicious orange juice popsicle and just spooking around the gardens by myself for an hour. I found a nice little bench, and as all these elderly people walked by, they all smiled at me, and I felt better. I was making notes on a few things:
While I was still with the tour, we passed by a temple to the Greek goddess Minerva. It was beautiful, with carvings of Medusa (at least, I think it was Medusa. I assume Medusa sounds the same in English und Deutsch) on the top of it. Also, as you enter the gardens, there are two foundations - the first one is far bigger than the second, and has three four statues of children and one of a man riding some animal in the center, all spouting water. The spray managed to reach us and cooled us for a brief moment.
I had a kind of awkward encounter with the owner of a small shop selling drinks. I wanted to buy a Coke because my skin was on fire (figuratively), and this shop had a small cooler for drinks outside. So I picked up one of them out of the cooler and then the owner came out and looked at me with a weird look, and said something to me in German. Adam, and one of my classmates, Philip, were with me, and no one seemed to understand what he said. I said 'Sorry?', and it took him a moment to realize we were English. Then he said 'Are you going to pay for that?' or something very similar along those lines. I was a little bit baffled that he was implying that we were stealing, but it was obvious that's what he thought. I managed to say 'Yes, but I have to actually pick it up first.' I'm not sure he understood me. Then he said something to the woman inside the counter about the three of us being English (I had a mind to tell them that I could understand and speak some German, but I held my tongue). It was the first time anything like that has happened to me, not only here, but ever. I mean, I thought the point of having a cooler outside was so that you lure customers in to pick one up, not so that you could angrily accuse them of stealing them. We've done that a load of times since being here, with fruit, especially.
At home, I work in a grocery store, in customer service, and I'm fairly sure that's like the third thing they teach you about customer service.
It makes me wonder if I look a lot like a homeless person who might steall stuff. I don't dress that badly. I hope.
Tuesday, 4 August 2009
Chris's view
However, there is another way you can see Chris McCrowe's p.o.v. He's our photographer, and he's been doing a great job. I really should have posted this link earlier, however, I give it to you now, so that you can see his journey through Berlin und H-Berg.
http://picasaweb.google.com/2009Heidelberg
Check it out!
Friday, 31 July 2009
First off, to avoid the confusion, I actually posted this blog on Monday evening (August 3rd). However, I started writing some of it on Friday evening, before Karen and I lost our internet. Therefore, the date above says FRIDAY, but it's actually Monday that I have written this. (And it is Tuesday that I am editing.)
Tuesday evening, there was a showing of Die Welle (The Wave) at the Universität. I remembered Dr. Buffinga mentoning Die Welle during class when I took German 3001: German post – war, pre-re-unification film 1945 – 1989. He saw it at the Berlin Film Festival sometime in the spring and he gave us a brief synopsis of the film. Since then, I’ve really wanted to see it because, frankly, it sounded fascinating. Basically, it tells the story of a high school teacher who must teach his class about autocracy, and he decides to demonstrate how easy it was for people to submit to Fascism during the Third Reich. He transforms his class from a laid back place of discussion to a highly organized, uniformed collective who develop a mob mentality after they named themselves “Die Welle”.
It’s a super powerful film, and something about it really kind of unnerves you. My minor is European Studies, and practically all the courses I have taken have related to Germany and German culture and history and politics. I can objectively look at the situation in Germany in the thirties and understand why so many followed National Socialism. But this film is set today (it’s based on a true events from California in the late 60s), and it involved teenagers, and demonstrates how easily you can manipulate the situation of almost any group and it can get out of control. It’s spooky.
I think Wednesday was the low point for me, in terms of classes. I felt awkward, knowing that others were having a great time in class, and I was secretly hating it. Not meaning to sound too girly, but I kind of wanted to cry every time I was called on and forced to answer a question that I was unsure of. I knew a lot of what I was saying, but I think I was still trying to adjust to a setting where you spoke solely German, and if you didn’t know how to express yourself in German, you just didn’t. Or I started to sound like a child who was learning to tell her mother what she wanted, not really knowing how to say it, but throwing out keywords and hoping that they would figure it out somehow. There was a boat trip down the Neckar on Wednesday afternoon, and after a grueling day in class, I decided it was in my best interest to take advantage. The band, Blue Jeans, played a load of rock songs, in English. It lifted my spirits so much. I managed to get a brutal sunburn out of it, but it was a beautiful afternoon, exploring the area from afar for two hours. Perhaps I just needed a large and overwhelming dose of sun and Vitamin D, but the boat trip was a turning point for me. I think it was then that I realized that everyone here is unsure of themselves and their skills. The boat trip allowed me to see everyone outside the classroom setting; drinking, dancing, laughing, and enjoying being in a foreign country. I was reminded of Modest Mouse’s Float On.
The next night, a lot of the classes got together and had their own class party. In class, my tutor, Anja, said we would be going out for drinks. When we met up at 6:15, “drinks” turned into a lengthy walk up the Philosophen Weg (I think I would describe it as a steeper, straighter version of Signal Hill, but much longer. At one point, we came to a flat part and I felt that I should run on ahead of our group a bit, lest I fall to the end again), before we descended and came upon a boat café, for food and drinks. After our teacher, Barbara, left us, we all decided to go to another bar on a street off of the Hauptstraße, with cheesy nineties music and arguable taste in dance music. Most of my class showed up for this, and then on Friday morning, we actually were able to talk to each other about how they enjoyed themselves the night before. Also, our teacher decided to wait until after we had a small test to take us out. Many of the other classes went out Thursday evening, while a test awaited them in the morning.
Friday night, the Ferienkurs hosted a “Disko-Night!” at the Deutsch-Amerikanisches- Institut (DAI). Which means a dance. I didn’t really know what to expect in terms of people showing up. There are people who hate dancing. But then again, there was also a bar, and even those who simply don’t dance will do so with a few drinks in them. We showed up as soon as it started, at nine. Karen, Adam, Megan and I went. It seemed pretty dead at first, but it seemed everyone showed up half an hour or an hour after we did. I almost think there were more people congregated outside at some points than there were actually inside with the music.
I met a number of people, most of whom are actually friends with Dylan, Although, I think it would be difficult to meet anyone at the Ferienkurs who has not met Dylan, honestly. One of the guys, Roman from Paris, is practically a doppleganger of Julian Lennon. I felt like I kept seeing the son of a Beatle. As lame or embarrassing as people sometimes think organized dances like that are, they are actually an amazing way to meet people that you would otherwise not have anything to do with. It’s especially wonderful if you have had a drink or two and everyone becomes a potential new friend. We were trying to make friends with one particular person from Spain, because of his super-cool sideburns. However, this failed terribly.
Saturday, Peter came to Heidelberg to bring us to Mannheim, where he, Sandra and Marc live. It was warm and hadn’t ate much on Friday, so Saturday morning, we went to the bottom of the Kaufhof to buy breakfast – Powerade, and blueberries seemed to be the breakfast of champions, at least for Adam and I, who consumed an entire container each. The tram takes three quarters of a hour to get to Mannheim. I find we do so much walking and wandering around that sitting is always a nice change.
Mannheim, evidently, is a wonderful place to do really cheap shopping. I don’t want to downplay Mannheim as a place where one only goes to shop, but they have pretty much everything. I immediately went to a giant, German Best Buy type store that sold music and DVDs. My original plan was to purchase some Xavier Naidoo Cds (he does a sort of German R&B style, and he’s from Mannheim) and a copy of “Die Welle” and also “Krabat”. Krabat is a really popular novel in Germany apparently, about a young boy and dark magic. Like Harry Potter, before Harry Potter, one might say, without the school and – nevermind. I could find neither, so I made my way to the bookstore across the street. Karen actually found a really interesting CD by a group called 2raum wohnung (2 Room Apartment in English). She says they are quite good, so I might have to borrow the CD from her.
We found Krabat, on DVD and in book form at the bookstore. I decided that it would be a good investment to purchase both, as they are both only in German (the DVD is German with German subtitles, but only play in Region 2 DVD players). I’m pretty excited at the idea that I might be able to read a real German novel.
There were a few museums in Mannheim to choose from. Of course one cannot live on shopping alone, and must also indulge in cultural aspects whilst one is there. Adam, Chris and I went to this art museum called Kunsthalle (literally Art Hall) with an exhibition featuring an artist called Anton Henning. His works are pretty rad, a bit wonky though. He does this thing where he incorporates swirls into every painting. In one, he recreates the most famous painting of Shakespeare and then takes a brush and makes a bunch of swirls on it so that you have to stand back a few feet to actually see what you are looking at.
http://www.kunsthalle-mannheim.eu/cms/front_content.php?idart=129
We watched the film today in Megan’s awesome room (however, I could probably go on forever about how much I belong in that room, with the large collection of classic novels and poetry, but I digress). Surprisingly, we managed to understand most of the plot without the help of English language, or even the German subtitles. Four people were unable to work one German DVD player so that we could have subtitles. What we didn't understand, we made up, and our translation amounted to something along this lines of "Krabat Potter and the Seven Maggots", with a lot of Harry Potter, and The Lord of the Rings references. There's an introduction by the evil sorcerer - we decided that his narration was actually, "A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away..." I was really pleased with the quality of work, though it probably had a lot to do with the two main stars, Daniel Brühl (Goodbye Lenin!) and David Kross (The Reader), who have managed to make somewhat of a transition to English cinema.
Last night, as I wrote this, we experienced our fourth or fifth thunderstorm since arriving in Heidelberg. We have been here about ten days. I definitely look forward to these storms. They take away some of the unbearable heat that I am unable to adjust to. Today was nice after this rain. I think it is a decent trade off – warm days and rainy evenings, for the most part. I’m definitely not complaining.
Tuesday, 28 July 2009
Heidelberg
Sunday, we all did our own thing. I went to St. Bonifatius church which is just down the street from where I'm staying. I went inside the church for 10:30 mass, only no one else came in. Then I realized that everyone was across the street in a little platz, having mass outside. It was super weird because I'm pretty sure that Catholics don't ever have mass outside ... ever. But not in Germany, apparently! It was definitely komisch.
Later, Adam, Karen and I went to a theatre workshop, but it was way over our heads. We had no idea what was going on, really. We decided not to go back because performing Monty Python skits in German is not fun when you can barely understand what you are supposed to be saying.
Sunday, 26 July 2009
Berlin - Day 2
The second full day in Berlin got off to a weird start. For one, we all overslept, with the exception of Dr. Warkentin. Linda was the first person to get up in the females room, and she woke up 15 minutes after we were meant to be downstairs for breakfast. We still managed to be ready with loads of time.
Found in the north hall of the Temple of Athena in Pergamon." I really like Athena.
hermaphrodite. I thought it was a little bit weird that
it was in a museum, although you really can't be surprised
by the Greeks. I've never seen a form of a hermaphrodite
in art work before and I made Adam take a picture so I
could show everyone.
this shirt with the Leonard Cohen lyrics, "First we take Manhattan,
then we take Berlin."
the Half Blood Prince in IMAX. We wanted to see Harry Potter
und der halbblut Prinz, the german version in German, but the
woman who gave us tickets knew that we were English and
automatically gave us tickets for the English one. I think a lot
might have gotten lost in translation anyhow. I'd seen it before,
but no one else had.
Canadian Embassy in Berlin.
George Street, though there didn't seem to be any
resemblance to the Newfoundland George Street.
I did like Berlin, but I was not sorry to leave for Heidelberg. For me, there's no
comparison between the two. Berlin is gogogo! and everything was fast paced.
It is difficult to be on the go so much in a setting that's unfamiliar to you.
in 2006, albeit for only a few days, but it always stuck with me.
needed downtime to sleep or read or listen to music. Just to relax, really.
Platz, and from there, to Heidelberg Neue Universität.
to wait until our names were called so someone could bring us to our
accommodations. Everyone else came in one by one after us, but somehow,
everyone else's name was called before ours. There also seemed to be some
sort of mishap with Karen's room reservation. She didn't seem to exist in their
file. I joked with her that if need be, she could always sleep on my floor.
the number of students left began to dwindle until there seemed to be only a
few others left. We were told that we were actually staying in the same building,
however, it seemed our hostess/ landlady would not be home until 7 o'clock.
meet Dr. Warkentin and the others at 7:30 and we doubted
that we would make it there at all. Luckily, we got to her home
at 7 and she was home, so we were able to make our meeting.
We strolled around the Hauptstraße and went to dinner at
Kulturbrauerei Heidelberg. While we waited for our food,
a thunder and lightning storm began. It lasted probably about
twenties minutes, but it was definitely entertaining. I love lightning
and thunder storms. Despite the potential harm they cause if you
actually get hit by it, I felt it was incredibly soothing.
Friday, 24 July 2009
Wilkommen!
We finally have a Heidelblog for the Memorial University students attending Internationaler Ferienkurs 2009! (I have been very anxious to get this thing going).